Monday, August 19, 2013
got invited to lz's friend's wedding in sh next month.
gf is now 3 months preggie.
reminded me of baby liang, which was supposed to be 5 months old now.
))))))):
11:32 AMThursday, August 15, 2013
and more things meant for rom came.
so heartbroken. T.T
11:41 AMTuesday, August 13, 2013
there's nobody, NOBODY that works as hard as lz.
NOBODY.
5:01 PMMonday, August 05, 2013
4:54 PMdid i just jinx things up again?
im tired of making workaholic lz tired of making me tired.
such sinister cycles,
i hate it, and i hate it more that i can do nothing about it, or the fact that i might have made it worse in attempt to remedy it.
i hate it that im the needy one now,
i hate it that he doesnt have time to be needy,
i hate it that he just resumes back to needy china bf when he's free,
i hate it that ive to constantly adjust myself.
im so imba now i wanna die.......
))))':
4:23 PMThursday, August 01, 2013
life is obviously too comfortable and awesome at this point of time that i have to come up w plans to screw it up.
and im also convinced that ive only very very very briefly seen a side of paris/versailles.
and i also obviously have too much money.
and also too much leave and free time.
so, solo backpacking europe.
i really really really need to wake up in the middle of the night in some dodgy hostel crying and hating myself for the shit ive put myself through.
i need to hate myself and i need a strong reminder that i need to be appreciative of life.
1:22 PM