Friday, June 29, 2007
uh huh.
back to adidas AGAIN.
HEH HEH.
and in the mean time... job search!
im not gonna give up imm not gonna give up imm not gonna give up!
BABY came to pick me up from work today. FREAKING HAPPY! =)
have a great time working with eleanor, sheri, deb and amy today. =)
nice!
its a looooooonnngg time since i used so much caps. HEH.

2:46 AM
Thursday, June 28, 2007
my room feels empty without you dozing off on my bed while i try to do things.
and its only wednesday.
make next monday come faster.
please.
=(

1:14 AM
Wednesday, June 27, 2007
even thou u are right beside me now,
thinking that u gonna be away for so long makes me really sad.
please come back soon.
*sniff

5:14 AM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
waking yang up in the morning really makes me feel like a super naggy mum.
i really hate it to feel like that, coz it sounds like a wrinkled, hagard-ty, ugly obasan.
sigh.
still, i love to wake up in the morning with him taking up most of the bed and me almost falling out of it (not to mention about him stealing away the whole blanket).
hugs. =)

8:38 AM
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
i'm back to my lil stress-free nest.
not exactly free of stress (my dad's nagging) other than that i'm really happy.
i'm worried about the future.
but i really want to go back to school.
what i have studied are just not enough.
he says take this period like a holiday,
plan to do things that are happy.
and in the meantime, start preparing.
it sounds good, and i'm gonna do that.
may many happy times come by,
for everyone.
=)

5:17 AM
Sunday, June 10, 2007
i'm out today!
*beams*
seeing the sun makes me really happy. and i really feel good.
i really want to bring the underage boy to watch some R21 rated movie but its a pity they are all really really late.
and i'm not suppose to head home late coz i'm *ahem* sick.
i really want to watch spider lilies...
nabeh.
i walk pass adidas today can saw those familiar faces.
maybe thats where i belong. (thou the pay and a few people sucks.)
hah!

1:33 AM
Friday, June 08, 2007
sorry for the absence.
i just can't bring myself to write coz my life is pretty much messed up.
like how i bring myself to work hard and try commit, my health still failed me.
i've since into the 6th day of mc.
i just hate it when i have to stay at home, and not being able to go work.. or go out.
very very claustrophobic.
i've a decision to make now. over the weekend.
to stay and not fallin ill again.
or just leave.
pressurizing.
period.
i think i really need to stretch abit.. go exercise (aft i recovered), free my mind.
i'm damn caught up with the bloody reality.
i'm still glad i haven change.
like how they say i will.
i didn't.
i miss my friends badly.
daily emailing chewchew.
everysunday blading/cycling jane.
slow slow ethel.
very nice kelvin.
and the late night supper adi-clique.
talk about late night supper i wanna whine about not being able to go gardens that night.
coz my mum and yang refuse.
if i died the next day, i didn't even get to eat the awful prata and beehoon goreng of RK the last time.
"bury me with the nasty beenhoon goreng" -the last wishes.
i also miss scolding vulgarities.
na beh.
sigh.

9:27 PM