Wednesday, January 30, 2013
cny's next sunday!
and i'll get to see lz on monday morning ((((:
and ogay, the nervousness is finally kicking in.
ive dyed my hair black,
because lz likes it black,
and im gg for a haircut later,
because lz likes it shorter.
wong says im such a gf slave.
which i really have to agree.
i do tend to do what lz wished me to,
thou i will first complain that he's controlling me and kicking a big fuss about him depriving me of my freedom.
#suchadramaqueen
and i think he likes my drama.
hahahaha
he had also attempted proposal for the 5165441th time yesterday.
i seriously can get used to this.
like really.
also, i realised recently that ive adopted the chinese accent.
T.T
i saw this somewhere,
thought it was meaningful.
Happy is an adult word because you don't have to ask a child about happy - they are or they are not.
Adults talk about happy because largely there are not.
i WAS largely not happy.
11:14 AMTuesday, January 29, 2013
birthday was surprisingly awesome this yr despite lz's absence. ((:
2:02 PMTuesday, January 22, 2013
i miss lz,
and i hope this 19 days pass faster.
i think i will continue to wish that time pass faster as long as i stay in singapore.
19 more days,
and i get to see lz's stupid face for 2 whole weeks.
i just came to realise its prolly a big deal for lz to bring me home (as nonchalant as he sounded) as he hadn't before.
im pretty worried now coz im convinced that their chinese new year might not even be similar to ours, and also his family's acceptance of me, and their hometown culture, and weather and everything else.
)):
5:56 PMFriday, January 18, 2013
i. need. to. blog. happy. stuffs.
speedy apple iz speedy.
i received an email today saying my ipad mini will be delivered today.
efficient much?
well, but no one's at home to help sign the parcel,
so re-delivery will be saturday morning.
4:44 PMThursday, January 17, 2013
u really have to stop doing this to me.
where were u when i need you most?
when i told you im scare, u did nothing to comfort me.
all u did, was to run away.
i was left alone. scare, and alone.
im not being revengeful now.
lz wont allow me to, and i would not keep anything from him.
you really need to grow up,
before you make any decision, consider carefully and be prepared to face all consequences yourself.
what about cheryl?
why dont you look for her instead,
since she prolly would do anything for you.
3:09 PMim so fucking tired.
i told lz the other day i feel like i got hit by a bus and he thought i was really in an accident.
i really dont like it when he's this busy.
but he's that hardworking lei?
i got this vibe that he's really a jelly boy?
like really the jelly type.
im fear for my freedom.
T.T
2:00 PMMonday, January 14, 2013
many would have questioned and doubted the rls.
but lz is prolly all that i need.
he's the breath of fresh air,
and he never make me feel insecure or inadequate despite his past or work.
its something i really appreciate, and i am truly thankful and grateful for.
this is bliss.
4:03 PMbirthday present from lz boy. :)
1:39 PMTuesday, January 08, 2013
those uncertainties and doubts persisted.
and i just dont want to talk to you about it.
mayb i cant do it in chinese and i dont want to do it in english either.
mayb it really sound stupid coz we're both chinese,
but i really do feel the language barrier.
10:53 AMMonday, January 07, 2013
last night i was quite emo,
ldr is that difficult?
lz went hainan yest,
and he was trying to talk to me bef he got on the plane.
but i was napping. ahahaha
so i woke up to a couple of sms/voice memos.
kuaaa.
then at night i went to eat ice cream.
managed to speak to him for a bit aft that?
he had to talk underneath blanket coz xxs was sleeping alr.
crappy gf much?
T.T
but he ordered me to help him buy pants?
like you know my that pair of blue pants?
help me buy ok?
WHICH BLUE PANTS. AND WHAT SHOP. AND WHAT SIZE?
KNN?
11:57 AMThursday, January 03, 2013
4:55 PMback, to singapore, to reality, to a cold bed w/o lz's warm fat ass.
sh trip this time was different,
definitely not because the previous time was a work trip.
reached lz's place at around 7am and we hit the sheets for a bit more sleep before heading lunch at xiao yang sheng jian!
i think sheng jians are so much tastier than xlbs.
mayb i didnt like xlb that much to begin w.
went to metro city aft lunch coz lz insisted that i need to have a pair of flurry boots that according to him, every girl in shanghai will own.
he once again failed to realise im really not one of the every girl.
we got the boots nonetheless (which contributed to my fall down the stairs).
Holo came to pick us up and we went marketing, which was my nightmare.
u pick the chicken, and they'll kill it before ur very eyes.
i almost died.
we had potluck over at Holo's, glad they like the shit i managed to whip up.
i was also very very VERY amazed by lz's ability to cook.
machiam chef level? its almost ridiculous how a guy can cook THAT well.
im not even exaggerating.
i can't remember what we did aft dins, prolly slept early?
it was really cold.
we had lunch at the awesome beef noodle place near lz's.
food's still as awesome and china humans are still as rude.
then we proceed to raffles city (lol) to have hot chocolate.
and it started snowing.
i was so ridiculously happy and was dancing in the snow.
my excitement lasted for about 15 mins?
and the cold consumed me.
i almost cried, was really, too, cold.
we still went ahead w grocery shopping, made dins at home and had xxs and ahle over.
this homely shit lasted throughout the whole trip.
the only day we didn't cook anything at home was.. my last day at sh?
lz wanted to cook noodles, which after he prolly decided that he's lazy and dabaoed sheng jian for us.
31st dec was pretty memorable.
we traveled out of sh, and went to Hentique resort and spa located at liyang.
Holo drove, and the journey was 4 hours.
the place was so amazing.
soaking in hot springs surrounded w snow, underneath a sky full for stars.
it was beautiful beyond words.
that night lz held me in his arms, and told me that he love me.
i started crying.
i never ever imagine myself at where i am now,
dating this china boy, liking his over-salty-dongbei-food, and adoring his silly accent.
and now, im looking forward to 5 weeks ltr,
SIN > PEK > CGQ
4:12 PM