flue.

Thursday, April 25, 2013

<3 <3 <3 <3 <3

11:57 AM

lz boy came and stayed w me (and also worked) for 10 days.
that made me very very happy.
i also promised myself not to fight w him the next time he come/ meet. lol

so our plans have changed aft baby liang episode.
i wont be shifting to shanghai, and he will be coming over instead.
((((:

also, im gg recce for our rom venue next week! excited much!
((((:

11:55 AM

Tuesday, April 16, 2013

bad hangover, both me and lzboy.
knn what happened last night.
i wanna shoot myself at the head.
T.T

11:19 AM

Monday, April 15, 2013

hello ((:

12:03 PM

Friday, April 12, 2013

will be seeing lz boy in less than 12 hrs time.

we're officially tgt for 5 mths and 5 days,
it definitely feels alot longer than that.
im quite amazed by the amount of shit we've been thru tgt considering we see so less of each other.
im very convinced that time is really not a good way to judge a rls.

im dealing w the loss relatively well,
i was so worried about lz breaking the news to his parents as they're so happy about the baby.
im so glad they're so supportive and even urged lz to come sg asap to accompany me.
aww..
best future in law ever. ((:
i was so skeptical about china parents prior meeting them during cny.
lz's parents proved me to wrong to death.
they're so warm and accommodating.
(its like some parents are very nice, but their nice makes u quite uncomfortable. and they sort of force their school of thoughts and beliefs on you whether you liked it or not.)
lz's parents is nothing like that.
they're so nice i wanna cry.
i hugged lz's mum like twice during my stay in dongbei and i think i shocked her.
HAHA.

i think lz is trying to cope w it as well.
prolly trying to hide it so that it doesnt further upsets me.
):

10:56 AM

Tuesday, April 09, 2013

hi,
i guess thats goodbye.
i wished we have more time tgt,
the 3 weeks w you in my tummy was amazing.
please know that mummy and daddy loves you.
goodbye baby liang. goodbye.

12:03 AM

Friday, April 05, 2013

damn the weather,
and headache is killing me.
im trying to stay away from panadols.. as much as possible.

this backache is killing me.
feeling like a seventy yo old lady.

lz's coming next week.
great.
so much to do.

3:54 PM

Thursday, April 04, 2013

the stress ive been trying to cope these days is unbelievable.
i wished lz can be around.

its also too little time for so much things to be done,
i hate how this surprise turned our plans made for 2 upside down.

its still a blessing i believe,
it will be.

2:38 PM

Wednesday, April 03, 2013

my life is over.
all over.

10:48 AM

Tuesday, April 02, 2013

1:39 PM