Monday, April 30, 2012
its bb's bd. its gonna be great and all, just disappointed that it will be celebrated in this light. i feel like i cant really put a finger to many things now. like, why do i get upset. i really dont know the exact reason, and i just really want somebody, anybody to make it go away. im losing control over things, and myself. its almost the worse thing ever to lose control over myself. its like 2009 all over again. and it suck even more to realise that i hadn't progress much. fuck. seriously. i need a grip.
10:42 AMMonday, April 09, 2012
i like taking naps at urs.
me opening my eyes, making small sound..
you rushing over to kiss me on my head once you know im awake.
were those the days?
11:48 PMhi happy.
stay, will you?
3:09 PMThursday, April 05, 2012
all i want, is being to trust,
being able to rely on what you say,
being able to believe what you say,
being able to even defend you when everything else prove otherwise.
11:57 AM