Saturday, May 19, 2007
darling's out in sea..
i'm stuck at home with diarrhoea and towelbowl..
seeing girls tmr.
LIKE FINALLY.
can't wait.
=)
i miss jane too!

3:18 AM
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
i'm down with fever.
i've no idea. but it seems that quite a number of people are down with fever too.
like my dad and mei.
yupp. all mcs. and my house seems to be so "re nao" even in the day.
this past april has been a difficult period.
i'm stepping out of my comfort zone for a few things and i've become really really dependent.
one of them is the new job.
it really scares the shit out of me.
and because of my parents and yang i really want to go ahead and have a try.
the thing that i still can't cope until now is the working hrs.
i constantly have to think and its really mentally tiring.
and this period, i really have to thank yang for his support and i really appreciate that he always tried his best to comfort the over paranoid me. and also chewchew, thanx for nt complaining waiting for the nowadays always late me and yet not complaining at all. and also the emails and the little things(toiletries shopping+meeting for dinner) that kept me going. ADI-CLIQUES TOO! namely jane meimei and kelvin. so sorry that i got all of u guys worried. and thanx alot for keeping me company. =) i'm really really grateful.
lastly and also u vic! i'm such a lousy friend and yet u are ALWAYS around and nt asking for anything in return. thanx alot..
*huggggggs everyone*
thanx.. =)

2:32 AM
Tuesday, May 01, 2007
i hate how i'm coping now.
i'm coping badly. struggling.
alot of things that doesn't used to matter seems to matter now.
perhaps that shows that he's important?
i don't like it.
i hate myself.

11:27 PM
its ripping me apart.
truely happy seems faraway from me.
am i really asking for too much.
if not why things are simply not happening?
all i want a simple simple life.
with work, friends, family and hopefully u, still inside.

11:27 PM
mayday!
every1s happy happy.
coz every office people don't have to work and non office people gets ph rate. HEHEHEHE.
happy birthday fuei! =)

11:27 PM