Thursday, October 25, 2012
finished the book, not inspired enough to watch the movie.
really need to start buying winter clothes,
and is twilight showing in shanghai by then?
and i have to do my own laundry?
and i might hate the chinese food?

12:29 PM
Wednesday, October 24, 2012
this is real.

4:22 PM
Monday, October 22, 2012
i do understand this i-like-you, thats-why-i-hurl-vulgarities-at-you shit.
im still pretty clueless about this whole chinese country thing.
maybe time will tell?
maybe i will have a clearer picture when head there next month?
maybe.
and then wardrobe money???
who pays wardrobe money!!!
that i really cant comprehend.
i did
try to sleep early last night.
i slept at 4.30.

11:21 AM
Thursday, October 18, 2012
tiring walkie-talkie sessions.
im so fucking tired, and i really really need to sleep early. but dont think thats happening soon.
okay, back to walkie-talkie sessions,
how do people get past that?
how?
it doesnt bothers me as much as i dont really think about it.
but when i do, i tell myself not to think about it.
but how?

11:49 AM
Wednesday, October 17, 2012
radical change, all that i need.

12:26 PM
Monday, October 15, 2012
it amazed me, how we managed to fight, when we're miles and miles apart.

10:13 AM
Wednesday, October 10, 2012
"You said you'd never leave, yet the going gets tough and you're out the door."

10:58 AM
Tuesday, October 09, 2012
你好,我是小白。

3:01 PM
i'm always impressed with people that expresses themselves well, or writes well.
was texting a lot in the past few days in chinese.
i swear it never occurred to me that i will be doing this, and that it almost killed me in a few occasions.
my level of chinese writing is plain atrocious, and when people ridicule me, i feel that i totally deserves it.
2 more weeks and i'm outta here. i already feel that life's getting better.
i'm back to books, and i'm looking forward to a vacation which i cant decide on where.
ah, life. :)

11:39 AM
who would have known.

10:27 AM
Monday, October 08, 2012
it was great.
cleared some doubt, and im happy like that.

10:34 AM
Thursday, October 04, 2012
okay.
:D
:D
:D
:D
:D
:D

10:07 AM
Wednesday, October 03, 2012
please?
give me a chance to prove that i'm alot more than the mess i appear and that i'm really not just one sad sob story?

3:44 PM
Monday, October 01, 2012
when will i ever stop feeling inadequate?

6:42 PM