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Wednesday, June 26, 2013

hai,
i really want lz's dad as witness for our rom.
i want it so bad,
so bad so bad.

its end of the month already,
2 and half weeks to paris,
and ive yet buy my half of supposedly matching converse for our mini pre-wed photoshoot.
also, lz has agreed w santorini,
but for honeymoon,
so it will be one of the cities we will be visiting! (Y)

9:56 AM

Tuesday, June 25, 2013

warao! i cannot contain my excitement.
is it i want go santorini take wedding photos. zomg.
hope lz agree. :0

5:03 PM

its july next week.
and nothing is done.
all i did was to buy a dress.
ha ha ha ha ha.

1:20 PM

Monday, June 17, 2013

i like planning for stuffs,
but i do not like to plan for stuffs alone when its something as big as a wedding. ):

so when i dont sleep early, i overthink.
so when i overthink, i get upset.
when i get upset, i called lz at 4.30am.
he's never pissed w me calling him at shitty hours even he have to wake up at say.. 5am.
but im pissed w myself calling him at shitty hours.
it just prove that i lack of self control, mind over body, that sort of shit. ):
but all these wedding stuffs is getting to me.

paris was suppose to be the relaxing, me, paris, a book, and a coffee kind of thing, since lz have to work
turns out we're gonna shoot some pre-rom photos there and im trying to make things work.
whats not helping is lz refusing to cut his hair this recent visit.
argh.

im just ranting, im just ranting, lz is busy and ive too much on my plate.

i need him to come pay for the rings,
i need a new bag,
i need a new hair colour,
i need to eat some shengjians,
i need to fix appt to custom my rom/wedding/whatever dress,
argh.

salmon cravings,
argh.

4:47 PM

Thursday, June 06, 2013

its june already already already.
thats about 5 more months to rom, and lz have yet to propose!
he say he's gonna do it when we head paris next month, haa,
we shall see, we shall see. hiakk

im finally losing weight gain from lz's previous visit, hk and bkk.
need to lose more weight for rom!
my face is like.. damn huge now due to all the new teeth in my mouth.
so cross fingers we win the huge pitch then coy trip to korea,
then i can go for jaw muscle reduction..
which i already wanted to do in bkk. :O

talking about paris,
knowing lz, it will not be confirm until the moment we board the plane (yes, ticket bought also no count),
still,
im contemplating a balenciaga.
lens is overexposed, ferragamo is really only for certain occasion, 2.55 is only coming next bd and i desperately need a weekend bag.
but warao, super overspent lately. :O
it does not help that ive also upgraded my credit cards recently. :O

5:26 PM

Monday, June 03, 2013

am supposed to head bkk next week,
sho glad its cancelled,
and im only left w taiwan at the end of the month.

im still feeling so worn out from all the work and stuffs.
hope this and the following week things will get better.

lz is coming to visit me next week!
its been, almost 2 months since i last saw him?
apart from OT-ing this week, im also rushing a room revamp that will be still incomplete when lz's here.
i threw mm's loft bed away, and they next 3 things to go is bookshelf, bed and table.
looking forward to new wardrobe, chest of drawers and bed ((:
lz will not complain the bed doesnt fit him again.

also, 3rd ring appointment is next week!
:DDDDD

7:15 PM