flue.

Tuesday, May 28, 2013

i never knew marriage would be THAT difficult until the recent episode hm and mm had.
im so glad now lar,
that i will never have in-laws problem,
prolly in a different way.

i cannot imagine having parents (2 pair of parents now) hanging around, forcing what they think is good for you day in day out.
prolly my parents dont do that, so i think i cant deal w it.
lz parents does that lar, but they dont push it, and im so glad and grateful.
wah, but really imagine u had to live w your in-laws,
u can't do whatever u want even in ur fucking own home.
wah, really MISERABLE w fucking capitals M I S E R A B L E.

grateful until cannot be anymore grateful that future in-laws are nice and far away.
its not a statement of unfilial until die la,
i dont mind gg over to stay,
or have my kids staying there in between sch terms.
aiya u get what i mean la.

and as usual, rom planning hiatus,
partly because of hm and mm shit,
partly because i always lose the momentum aft a biz trip.

TO ALL THOSE PEOPLE THAT EVER SAID, WAH SO LUCKY KEEP GETTING TO FLY,
U FUCKING DONTKNOW MY PAIN. I WANT MY OWN HOLIDAY, NOT HAVING MY PH AND WEEKENDS EATEN UP BY HIGHLY UNENJOYABLE TRIPS LIKE THIS.

i need a holiday.

which is coming soon. (:

2:35 PM

Monday, May 27, 2013

back from bkk.
im sho tired.
i hate worktrips.
this trip ate my vesak day and a saturday.
no off/leave in lieu.
i wanna cry.
i wanna sleep for a day.
im that tired.

also,
boyfriend is missing.
he went up in the mountain,
forgot the phone,
forgot me,
T.T

11:15 AM

Monday, May 20, 2013

life is full of uncertainties,
even for those that you're so damn sure.

lz's in guilin now,
i miss him so badly.
its about a month since we last seen each other.
1 more month. 1 more month.

went to second engagement/wedding ring appointment.
now waiting for lz to head over to pay up and proceed. lol.
i offered to pay for his, i think he's quite pleased.

im heading over to bkk for thaifex on wed.
me and le bf, both globetrotters. (:

4:32 PM

Friday, May 10, 2013

im currently shopping around for engagement ring.
cartier is really abit too auntie, and aft looking around,
i think i prefer smth more intricate.
so i will be designing my own ring,
taking references from varragio and parade.
too pretty alr.

4:35 PM

Thursday, May 09, 2013

back from hk worktrip.
so fucking tired,
i need a holiday.
so news of lz is taking me to paris came at the right time.
take 1 week unpaid and just zao only.
much much much needed break.
and shopping...
beams* chanel.. :DDD

lzboy is in kashi now, flying to urumqi and then back to sh later.
is it i finally get to skype him tonight?!
the last time i skyped him was mayday, and the last time we spoke was fucking long dist call from kashi to hk.
wah, im so fucking tired im falling asleep typing this.

10:33 AM