Monday, August 05, 2013
did i just jinx things up again?
im tired of making workaholic lz tired of making me tired.
such sinister cycles,
i hate it, and i hate it more that i can do nothing about it, or the fact that i might have made it worse in attempt to remedy it.
i hate it that im the needy one now,
i hate it that he doesnt have time to be needy,
i hate it that he just resumes back to needy china bf when he's free,
i hate it that ive to constantly adjust myself.
im so imba now i wanna die.......
))))':
4:23 PM