Monday, June 17, 2013
i like planning for stuffs,
but i do not like to plan for stuffs alone when its something as big as a wedding. ):
so when i dont sleep early, i overthink.
so when i overthink, i get upset.
when i get upset, i called lz at 4.30am.
he's never pissed w me calling him at shitty hours even he have to wake up at say.. 5am.
but im pissed w myself calling him at shitty hours.
it just prove that i lack of self control, mind over body, that sort of shit. ):
but all these wedding stuffs is getting to me.
paris was suppose to be the relaxing, me, paris, a book, and a coffee kind of thing, since lz have to work
turns out we're gonna shoot some pre-rom photos there and im trying to make things work.
whats not helping is lz refusing to cut his hair this recent visit.
argh.
im just ranting, im just ranting, lz is busy and ive too much on my plate.
i need him to come pay for the rings,
i need a new bag,
i need a new hair colour,
i need to eat some shengjians,
i need to fix appt to custom my rom/wedding/whatever dress,
argh.
salmon cravings,
argh.
4:47 PM