Thursday, December 13, 2012
what is happening to me?
i dig chocolate now.. and ice cream.. and waffles.. and all those shit i wouldnt even want to put into my mouth in the past.
WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME?
i blame my low calorie intake.
it must be the low sugar causing the cravings.
it must fucking be.
lzboy made me mad yesterday,
and as usual, i didnt bother fighting.
either the issue is damn stupid and that i shouldnt even be mad or i just couldn't be bothered.
why am i not bothered?
it must be my diet screwing up my mind.
still,
lzboy always makes effort to remedy any situation,
so matter how tired he was or how crappy the fight is about.
lzboy is wo san sheng xiu lai de fu,
or is it too early to tell, yet.
wong says im too skeptical, too damaged whenever i doubt lz's good intention.
just no boys should be this good, too good to be true.
i hope you're real.

12:16 PM