Tuesday, November 27, 2012
wong says im in too much shit before, so now i find whatever chnboy do sweet.
really meh?
what if he's really that sweet and im just too damaged?
im still as much drama as i was.
maybe a lil toned down as nobody's here to give me the attention i was trying to get,
lol.
i also still enjoy talking to myself pretty much, like now.
its always good to have some self checks, that kept some sanity in me.
why dont he ask me about the xmas tree i bought?
i want to talk about the xmas tree.
its 5 feet and green, lol. sound like im describing myself. i would like to believe that im taller than the tree.
its gonna be pretty, and very colourful.
well, it has to be? aft the dark and gloomy shit i took the whole year i deserve some colour on my tree.
about shifting to sh,
walao.. i know im not shifting like pronto, but weighing of pros and cons alone is killing me.
apart from jason being there, i have no other friends (lz's friends no count).
i can hardly read chinese.
i cant write chinese.
i got problem comprehending cheem chinese
i will die if i take train and i cant take bus, so cab everywhere?
i hate cold. dry is okay.
no bar chor mee.
no thai food.
i will be home alone when lz travel for work, which is often, and im scare of being
alone at home.
lz will make me do house work, coz he prolly find it funny, and he has a cleaning auntie.
no spontaneous mj w lonelyfour.
no spontaneous batam/jb/kl trips.
no spontaneous any trip.
no chicken rice, even thou i dont really enjoy chicken rice?
i will get fat.
i might adopt a weird accent, which will be a combination of singlish and teh chinese.
no weird singapore programmes on tv.
no noi + ying, even they promised to skype me.
no lonelyfour.
no wongbanana.
okay, im about to cry now.
how, chnboy cant shift, then i'll have to go. HOW.
im quite surprise almost everyone is okay/happy/encouraging w my intention of shifting over.
WHAT DID LZ FEED EVERYONE W
even sister and heming are his spies now. WTF
11:01 AM