Monday, November 30, 2009
i want to describe how im feeling now.. but im quite lost for words.
i wanted badly to share my joy and tell everybody how happy i am now.. but i can't.
he sent me a long text today which took me quite a while to reply..
not because i dont feel the same.. just. it caught me a lil off guard.
im really really elated. :)
we had a long chat on fri. which i tried to iron things out and let him know how i feel (part of the attempt of not running away.. again :/).
well.. im alr used to waking up to his msg everymorning..
he knows he can't be around. be the usual bf for me..
the only thing he can do is to text me really often..
to be ard in that way. let me feel that im not alone in this.
i feel really loved. :)
3:49 AM