Sunday, January 04, 2009
as my friends thought either im coping it well or not coping it well and putting on a false front, im neither.
i hardly thought of yy for the past few days actually.
i was really busy thinking about other least important things.
thinking about yy is painful.
its not a bf i lost, its a wholelot of memories and future.
even now, i believe i should be glad we broke up because.. our love is not strong enough to kill alot of problems.
i might be skeptical about this love thing. but i still believe somewhere out there this kinda love exists. just that the chance of people getting it is like 342/10000.
i still hope i'll be one of the 342.
my mum threw all the flowers he gave me. one social night and 2 valentines worth.
im not sad. i don't know why.
i think im in denial and lets see how far this denial thing can bring me.
2:38 AM