Friday, June 08, 2007
sorry for the absence.
i just can't bring myself to write coz my life is pretty much messed up.
like how i bring myself to work hard and try commit, my health still failed me.
i've since into the 6th day of mc.
i just hate it when i have to stay at home, and not being able to go work.. or go out.
very very claustrophobic.
i've a decision to make now. over the weekend.
to stay and not fallin ill again.
or just leave.
pressurizing.
period.
i think i really need to stretch abit.. go exercise (aft i recovered), free my mind.
i'm damn caught up with the bloody reality.
i'm still glad i haven change.
like how they say i will.
i didn't.
i miss my friends badly.
daily emailing chewchew.
everysunday blading/cycling jane.
slow slow ethel.
very nice kelvin.
and the late night supper adi-clique.
talk about late night supper i wanna whine about not being able to go gardens that night.
coz my mum and yang refuse.
if i died the next day, i didn't even get to eat the awful prata and beehoon goreng of RK the last time.
"bury me with the nasty beenhoon goreng" -the last wishes.
i also miss scolding vulgarities.
na beh.
sigh.
9:27 PM