Thursday, May 11, 2006
i'm quite deprived of life now.
almost working everyday, i spend my offdays at home getting some sleep.
this kind of life sucks.
not fulfilling at all. and it serves no purpose.
i feel like a retard living this kind of worthless life.
i might be complaining there's nothing for me to do. but actually there's quite a bit.
i just have no motivation to do it.
thus sitting on it for months.
and i seriously hope that i can find my last bit of passion left for design in this may, in order to stop living aimlessly.
sigh..
in this aspect, i believe my girls are doing so much better than me.
esp est. who have got a wonderful job that she adores.
and ying whom has been going to interviews and interviewss. such strong fighting spirit.
sigh...
i need retail therapy.
2:27 AM